In your perusal of news the past week or so, you may have seen the name Issy Stapleton come up. Or maybe you didn't. I didn't, actually, in my typical news readings. News of this came through other means. I'd be interested to know if you've heard about this.
*Warning: this issue really makes my heart hurt. I do not apologize for any emotional reaction you may have to what I write, but I do hope that it makes sense.*
Issy Stapleton is a 14 year old young woman from Michigan who is currently hospitalized due to carbon monoxide poisoning. Her mother allegedly attempted to kill her and herself in the family's van. Both of them survived, and her mother is being held without bond. Issy is in the hospital, making slow gains towards health, but will likely suffer lasting brain damage. This story by itself is horrific, is it not? What are your thoughts about Issy at this point? (Probably something along the lines of how terrible this is, and what a tragedy it is, and how could something like this happen, right?) What are your thoughts about Mrs. Stapleton? (Probably something along the lines of being glad she is going to be punished, wondering about some sort of mental illness, wondering how a mother could ever do such a thing to a child).
Now here is the last piece of information. The piece of information that all the articles I read put as the very first thing: Issy Stapleton is a young woman diagnosed with autism.
For some reason, that fact changes everything. Does it for you? Did you hear yourself say, "oooooooh," as if that provided an explanation? Did you start to ease up on your thoughts about Mrs. Stapleton? Did you wonder what sorts of behaviors Issy might exhibit, and did you start thinking about the stress of raising a young adult with special needs?
Maybe you did, and maybe you didn't...but if you did, think about why. What is it, exactly, that changes the act of a mother attempting to murder her teenage daughter when you hear that the daughter has a disability?
From what I understand, Issy did demonstrate challenging behaviors, much like many of the children and young adults I work with and love. Challenging behaviors are just that...they're challenging. And they can be awful, and stressful, and dangerous, and they can seem unrelenting. They're painful and destructive, and when they're occurring, challenging behaviors can make life a living hell. I'm not kidding. I'm not exaggerating. And I'm not even a parent. To deal with these behaviors 24 hours a day, to fight with service providers, and schools, and try to find something that's going to work, and to have your family live in fear of one of your children is awful. I see it. I hear it. To the extent that I am able, I get it. I've had black eyes, sprained wrists, bites, bruises, and chunks of hair pulled out, and I've got the scars to prove it. I see the look in parents eyes when they feel they have reached the end of their rope. I feel it in my body when they come into my office and their bodies are heavy with exhaustion and depression and anxiety and straight up hopelessness regarding their children's behaviors.
But the thing about challenging behaviors is that they are just that...they're behaviors. Each of us is made up of so much more than our behaviors. Underneath of all of our behaviors is our humanity, our self, our personhood, our soul, whatever you want to or choose to call it. When a person can't see that piece of another person, it is nobody's failure but their own. It is not my place to judge or condemn Mrs. Stapleton, and I can't pretend that I know what was going on for her and her family anymore than the picture that the brief news articles have shown. (Further, I can only assume there must have been significant, significant factors that we are unaware of that pushed her to see this as her only/best option. This is not meant to be an attack or a judgment on her, but on the rest of us. We don't know what the factors were for Mrs. Stapleton. We're making assumptions. This post is about those assumptions. It's about the rest of us). But, if we're going to blame Mrs. Stapleton's actions on Issy's diagnosis and on her behaviors, I think we need to take a look at the other side of the coin as well. I can't imagine being able to see the humanity/self/personhood of another person and still imagine taking their life. Is this what was missing for her? Had she reached a point where she was unable to see beyond the behaviors?
The news articles consistently cite Issy's diagnosis and her behaviors as the trigger for Mrs. Stapleton's actions. "Caregiver fatigue" and "extreme stress" and "isolation" and "depression" are all terms thrown around behind the disclaimer that it is "too early" to determine her motive. But let's stop for a moment and think: if this was a mother of a child without a disability, would we be looking for these excuses? What if she was the parent of a child with a terminal illness? Would we be citing any of these things as reasons or excuses? Would we still be grabbing at these explanations?
Mr. Stapleton is quoted in several articles I read as saying that Issy's mother likely thought that she was "doing Isabelle and everybody around her a favor." Perhaps--perhaps--this really was Mrs. Stapleton's thought. And perhaps--perhaps--this is really what she believed. If this is the case, though, let us see this as a reflection on Mrs. Stapleton's mental status at the time. If this is the case, let us see it as a tragedy that she was unable to recognize and access the support that she needed.
This quote, however, sounds dangerously like the idea that people with disabilities are better off dead. The fact that people will hear this and be able to swallow it and that it will evoke some sort of compassion in their hearts lets me know that the lives of people with disabilities are not valued in the same way as the lives of people without disabilities. Saying that a mother attempted to murder her daughter as a potential favor for the lives of everyone around them is saying that Issy's life was a burden for the people surrounding her. It is saying that, because of that burden, Issy is not deserving of the right to life the rest of us accept and live and offer to others without question. Do you see what a short road it is when following this logic? This statement, which will elicit compassion, is dangerous. It is dangerous, and it is wrong. I don't have words for the anger this stirs inside me. Are you angry?
The other issue cited as potentially a contributing factor to Mrs. Stapleton's decision was her difficulty obtaining services and funding for necessary and appropriate services. Again, I get it. The whole system is broken, and kids who need services don't get them or can't afford them, insurance only covers some treatment or the wrong treatment or evaluations only, schools don't know what to do, or can't do what they're supposed to do, or sell you a bag of goods and don't do what they're supposed to do at all. I get it. It's an endless, exhausting struggle full of red tape and dead ends.
But when do we ever say that an alcoholic man abused his wife in a drunken rage because he couldn't get into a treatment facility, or couldn't afford quality drug and alcohol treatment? When do we say that a parent sexually abused a child because he was a stressed out parent who couldn't find a decent babysitter? When do we say that a mother abused or neglected her child because social services is just spread too thin and couldn't help her out? Even in the example of rape, where there is victim blaming galore and much more focus on the victim than on the perpetrator, would we ever consider that the extenuating stressful circumstances of the rapists life should have any bearing on the crime? On what his punishment should be? If we don't consider lack of services and support in these situations, why is it relevant here? If we don't consider extenuating life circumstances in other situations, why are they relevant here? Why is it that, in this case, the "extenuating life circumstance" can also be the victim? How is it possible to lose sight of the fact in all of this that what we are looking at is the attempted murder of a 14 year old girl?
Although an entirely different situation, you remember that I wrote about Ethan several weeks ago. His family continues to wait for answers, and continues to be denied an independent investigation. When lives aren't valued, there are often extreme, painful, and terrible consequences. The stories about Ethan and Issy are just two of these stories. I'm not into playing Oppression Olympics, and I don't think that benefits anyone. I will say, however, that I think it's important to acknowledge that in discussions of oppression, in discussions about the "isms," and in discussions about violence and systemic and societal problems, stories like this often don't even come to the table. People with disabilities (particularly developmental disabilities) don't often come onto the radar. We need allies to give voice to these issues. We need to listen to self-advocates. We can do better. We have a long way to go, but we simply have to learn to do better.